Hello everyone! How are all of you doing? I hope great!
I honestly don't know how to start this journal off with what I exactly want to say so sorry if it sounds like I'm rambling. So basically I've been overwhelmed with looking at colleges, doing schoolwork and looking for a job the past few weeks. Honestly, it's stressing me out to the point where I just stop talking and get up and leave because I know I'm going to snap at whoever I'm talking to. And it's also bothering(and getting tired...) of hearing the same question over and over again, "What are you're plans for college??" Because the answer right now is, "I have no freaking idea..." and it's the truth. There are times where I feel extremely discouraged because my ideas are always being shot down by someone. Not to mention all the negative comments I receive whenever I'm happy about a possible life choice. Growing up is hard and it's just the very beginning of it all.
My junior year of high school is almost over and I can't fucking wait until it is. School stresses me out to now end. The work is starting to become a handful and then the social aspects are driving me crazy. Girls in my school are evil; one day they are so nice to you and the next they have a pole up their butt and give you the silent treatment. Like WTF? Even as a girl, I don't understand it at all.
Also, I want to talk about DA. I'm thinking about leaving.
I do have a lot of friends on here, I've met a lot of awesome people on here, but I'm barely on this site. It's driving me crazy on how I would promise to upload something and then I never do. It's quite disappointing and I do apologize for that. But as for leaving, I haven't quite made my decision yet. I do, and I don't. I do have stories written up on my computer, but all of them have to be edited and worked on.
That's all for now!